Lily Among the Thorns, I'm listening.

Lily Among the Thorns

I'm Blessy Jahne and I'm on a journey.
23 y/o. CHRIST FOLLOWER. Advocate. Worship Minister. Bibliophile. Vintage Lover. Thrift Shopper. Stellar Tatter.
BC, Canada

DO YOU WANT TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE?

And God said: “This is the sign of the covenant which I make between Me and you, and every living creature that is with you, for perpetual generations: I set My rainbow in the cloud, and it shall be for the sign of the covenant between Me and the earth. (Genesis 9:12-13 NKJV)

And God said: “This is the sign of the covenant which I make between Me and you, and every living creature that is with you, for perpetual generations: I set My rainbow in the cloud, and it shall be for the sign of the covenant between Me and the earth. (Genesis 9:12-13 NKJV)

I have loved you with an everlasting love. (Jeremiah 31:3)

I have been crucified with Christ, and it is no longer I who live, but Christ lives in me.

I’m listening.

Seriously considering what my parents are saying.

I shouldn’t listen to what “others” are saying, especially if they don’t seem to be exactly “godly advisers”.

If God wants me to be where I am right now, then why isn’t anything working out right? I honestly do not have peace.

Maybe I did lose my focus and am still continuing to be out of focus, because I never learn. And maybe God had been silent because He had told me what I should be from the beginning but I still keep on looking here and there.

I’m like a mashup between Jonah and Saul (before his name changed to Paul). Being ignorantly zealous for that which is wrong and running away from my calling because of fear.

God, sometimes I wish Your words would come at me like a neon sign. Or something audible, like old times. I mean, Moses got to hear You clearly.

“Then a great and powerful wind tore the mountains apart and shattered the rocks before the LORD, but the LORD was not in the wind. After the wind there was an earthquake, but the LORD was not in the earthquake. After the earthquake came a fire, but the LORD was not in the fire. And after the fire came a gentle whisper.” (1 Kings 19:11-12)

I know. I know.

Just, please let me not get deceived.

♥